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Oct 23, 2010 || 1:43 AM
ARGHHH ! Fed-up gyler weight dha naek ! Im so mad with myself for not controlling my consumption of junk foods recently . I really ate alot these few days . Especially sweet things and i always eat late dinner or supper . Makan plak fast food sumer . I dont know why my appetite is so damn biggg . Always hungry . urgh ! Slalu gynie , kalau tak keje , dudok ruma jek mesty badan naek . Pasal tkder keje kan , asek makan , makan , makan ! Macam taik . Sorry about this post , eu readers just have to bear with me for awhile . Im just mad at myself . Gonna try to go on a diet starting from now . For a start gonna restrict myself from eating when the clock strikes 10 . As tyme goes by i'll make it by 9 and the earliest is 8 pm . Hopefully i dont break my own rules . Preventing oneself from eating is f hard . Especially for me as im a chocolate lover . To those who know me , they should know . Im already fat enough and now im getting fatter . I really cannot take it . I dont wanna waste my youth wearing black everyday like what im doing now . Its pathetic right ? Trust me , i knowwww ~ But thats what im doing now . Im only confident wearing black . I feel that wearing other colours or light colours will show my fats . I wanna lose 7 kg . Oh god please help me control my hunger . I really , madly , deeply wanna slim down . Im so sick of my body now . I really wanna wear all those things that i couldnt fit into anymore like i used to =( Already started my diet and now im feeling hungry . Its like a routine i eat every night cause i always eat more during night time dhen daytime . I dont always feel hungry during daytime . MUST get use to it . Its for my own good . Alright , enough talk . Nak tahan perot nie . Mulot gatal jek nak makan . Sialan ~ Byee , no mood .
