Sometimes i feel i don't fit to be in someone's life . I just don't know why . I feel like im not good enough for him . Yea , like the graphic above , I am nowhere near perfect . I've been keeping this to myself . I wanna voice out but im just lazy to argue cause nothing will work out when fire meets fire . So i guess i can only express my feelings in here . I get angry easily and that is my weakness cause we both are fire and when i gave in i feel restless as i can't vent my anger . And when i can't vent my anger i feel stress . I tried to be patient and stop thinking about negative things but i just can't . Maybe i need more time . Just a few days ago i saw something in his drawer and i got really upset . Its useless even if i argued cause i dislike it when people do things without sincerity . Well , maybe im not as good or as pretty as her or even as slim as her or maybe you are better off with someone like her . Well , MAYBE . Sometimes i dont feel you really love me whole heartedly . Both of us are hot-tempered but i tend to give in more cause i do not want to end up in a big fight or even worse than that . You get angry easily , even for a small little thing like the incident the other day and i REALLY hate it . Im sorry for posting this way . I know i make you sound so bad . He is not that bad ok readers . Dont get me wrong . He can be really sweet at times . I love you bby that is why i wanna pass this message across to you but i just dont know why i cant say it in words . If i dont love you , its been a long time already i'd left you but i still hold on cause i love you and i know you can make me happy but .. maybe its not the time yet . I suck when it comes to explaining so i hope you'll understand more by what im posting here . I really wanna see you change for the better . Please baby , change the way you think .