The Heiress
People call me Zaf . Turning 18 this year ^_^ I spent my entire childhood wishing that i was older . Now im older and this shit sucks .
Living life to the fullest with my babyboy by the name of Saifuldin ♥♥♥
My life's complicated as it is but im quite contented =)

Makeups are my essentials, Girlfriends are my medicines & Chocos are my happy pills

Im not perfect in many ways and im well aware of it . To me , BIG IS BEAUTIFUL . SKINNY GIRLS ARE FOR WIMPS . I ♥ curves ! *wink*

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I wanna goo watch fireworks but im just not confident yet . Im still scared of the crowd . Hmms . Soo , for today maybe going out with bf's aunt . Sumer belom siap lagy . Aku pon masey tersadai pat sinie belom mandy . Haha . Enta , jady ker tak . Ikot kan hati nak pegy tapy takot laa . Haiss , nie sumer gara2 panic attack hari tuh laa . Teros phobia aku . Anywayssss , aku dha dpt result ite . Smalam petang atlast dpt password aku . Col hq dorang . Punyer laa leceh , bnyk tanyer plak tuh . Aku dpt office skills pat bishan . Sedey tol uh tak dpt pastry & baking . Can i still appeal ? Pretty pleaseeeeeee ! :(

Heyyaw ! Slamat suboh kepade korang yg belom tido . Haha . Skrg nie pat ruma nenek bf . Sleepover sinie . Smpai skrg belom tido . Dary tadie mengadap lappy sambil tgk cite with bf and kak nana . Mate acteli dha berat but kejap lagy nak gy breakfast pat MacD ^^, Hmms , narie sumpah aku bnyk mkn . Ferst , bgn jek dary tido lepas cuci muker sumer aku mkn kit kat . Pagy2 dha mkn chocolate . Sumer dha bgn , pegy mkn dkt kfc . Lepas mkn kter pegy taman jrg . Dhen bf seybok nak maen bowling dyer . Soo , played one game . Dhen balek . Watched tvee , bf's mummy kemas2 . After dat , kter org siap2 and off to ruma nenek bf . Sampai jek aku dha mkn roti kirai bey kak ilah and kak nana ajak pegy gek poh . Mkn lagy . Haha . Nie kali mkn MacD plak . Kak ilah belanje ^^, Org dha belanje takkan nak tolak kan . A few hours later bf's aunt balek ajak pegy mkn lagy . Dis tyme aku mkn mee rebos plak . Balek , full gyler . Dhen nie jap agyk nk gy breakfast plak . Hahaha , mcm babi sak aku mkn . Dudok ngn bf jek asek mkn . Haiss , kalau aku maken gemok nanty dyer lari mcm maner . Hahaha . Kay , mepek . Btw , tadie adr bende klaka jady . Bf jatoh mcm nangke busok biler dyer nga lari2 dalam hujan . HAHA . Conferm biseng kalau tawu aku post psl dyer jatoh . Sorie kay b . Muahh . Haha . Alright , nak siap nie . Chiao !



Soo , smalam slacked dgn aisyah the whole day since aku dha cancel plan jumper bf . Aisyah pon tak jady pegy gig so dyer sleepover ruma aku . Best skit , adr teman ^^, Kter org dudok ruma smpai laa perot kebulor tros proceed MacD . Aisyah had her all time fave Mc spicy dhen aku tk lapa sangat . Mkn oreo cheesecake plus caramel frappe . Duer2 mengandungi lemak yg bnyk . Lepas tuh complain gemok . Hahaha ! Mcm bodo . Lepas mkn , jalan2 tgk barang pat bedok inter . And korang tawu aper tak ?? Dha slalu sangat pat jrg sampai dha jarang jln2 pat bedok . Aku baru tawu yg bedok dade mall ! Ketinggalan zaman sak aku ! Hahahahahah . Tapy mall dyer tak gerek uh . Kebanyakan makanan . Stakat duer ker tige kedai baju . Haisss , baru pkir adr topshop ker mango ker cotton on pat bedok =( Hmms . Niwae , the above pics tuh some of the webcam pics yg kter org amek tadie malam psl nga mendak . More pics on fb :) Dha tkder keje , makeup tros amek2 gambar . Kay , comment simpan eyh . Aku tawu kter mcm org gyler psl makeup stakat nak amek gambar . Hahaha . Lau tak makeup , muker burok plak kan . Heh ! Mase amek gambar tuh plak contact lens asek lari2 jek . Sot jek aku . Tyme tuh jgk laa dyer nk lari . Tatingggg ~ Dhen dha penat amek gambar perot plak lapa . Aisyah pon masak maggie . Cantek ! Aku aper lagy kan , tros mkn sambil tgk cite . Pukol 3.30 aisyah dha knock out . Aku nie aje sampai skrg tk ngantok2 . Haisss . Okehh laa , nk golek2 sampai tertido ! Heeeee , Adios !  

Petangggggggggggggg ! Skrg nie aku nga tunggu budak tembam yg pat atas tuh dtg ruma aku . Heeee . Plan narie sepatot nyer pegy jrg jumper bf tapy tak jady psl nak teman kn sih tembam tuh . Dha lamer kan tk jumper dyer soo aper sala nyer cancel plan jumper bf . Besok baru jumper dyer ^^, ' Absence makes the heart grow fonder ' laa kater org putih kan . Haha . Tak tawu plak narie nk stay ruma jek or kelua . Nanty aisyah dtg baru plan . Mcm nak karaoke uh rase nyer . Smlm pukol 2 pagy gytuh ika call ajak pegy karaoke pagy2 bute . Haha . Sorie bby aku tk ikot . Ngantok laaaa . Next tyme kay . SoonSoon =) Current mood nga lapa nie . Craving for kfc dary smlm . Cheesyyy fries ngn ayam ! Mekk , maken gemok laa aku nanty . Weight pon dha naek 2 kg skrg . Dha nk kne start exercise nie . Yak Allah , tolong laa kurang kan nafsu makan ku . Hahaha !

I just applied for ite !!! Ohhmyyyyy , i cant believe i did it !!!! After all the dilemma and confusions of taking private diploma or ite , i end up applying for ite . Cause i still dont have enough money to take private dilpoma . Shits . Its soo expensive . Soo , in order to prevent my brain from rotting for another year while i save up , i might as well go for ite . Hmms . Although i hate my decision i still had to do it . Bleargh ! Im soo frustrated cause i cant apply for courses in higher nitec just because of my f maths grade which is 5 and they required a grade 4 . Reluctantly , i applied for nitec :( Soo sad , my ELMB3 which equals to 19 points has gone to waste just because i get a grade 4 for my combined humans instead of maths . Its okehh , wat to do . Just hope my ite life will be better than my secondary life . Well , hopefully ! Alright , lets skip about school . Currently , sms-ing with bf . Didnt meet him today as i was lazy . Pms . No mood to go out . Haha . Will just spend today watching dramas and online movies i guess . I often watch classic movies nowadays . I dont know why . Weird . Haha . Gonna watch "Labu labi" now . Dont laugh okehh ! Toodles =)

Hello earthlings ! Its super late and aku blom tido lagy . Matahari dha nak naek pon . Haha . Niwae , aku suker last night ! ^^, Lepas dha berbaek dgn bf , dyer hantar aku balek bedok . Gurau and bnyk ketawe dlm bus . Raser mcm dha lamer tak hepy2 gytuh dgn dyer . Recently bnyk arguments . Tk suker =( Bkn laa gado rabak . Biaser2 jek . Cume raser tak bnyk spend tyme kelua samer2 . Slalu tgk muker dyer dkt ruma jek . Hahaha . Now , dyer dha berdengkor pon otf . Slalu gytuh , tgl kn aku sorang . Hmph . Okehh , nie adr a few gmbr of aku and bf .

Hey ! As eu all can see . My blog has a new look now . Makeover-ed by Aisyah . Haha . Tankkiewk for wasting yr tyme designing my blog =) Anyway , im not in a good mood now . Somebody's being an ass . He treat me like a fool . Choosing his so called friend over me . Caring for her feelings and ignored mine . Wow , how is that ? Super fun ! Im having a good time here controlling my anger . Alright , just a short post for now . Will update soon . Bye .



* looking up * Im currently feeling irritated by a fone call just now . Ass . Niwae , just finished watching two movies with bf and kak ilah . Im freaking bored . As usual , my eyes just cant get to sleep . Didnt update for 5 days i think . Cause i didnt want my readers to run away reading my boring posts everyday about how my days passed doing the same things . I realised my posts are all about how bored i am still being jobless and my time spent with beloved bf . Well , luckily i have him around or my life will be dead bored . Haha . Soo , expect moreee boring postsssss from me till i get a job for myself . Cause , no job equals to no money . And no money equals to no outings . Dhen , no outings equals to no pictures . In the end , all equals to a dead blog . Haha ! Alright , spending my time here with bf at his granny's house till monday . Will be back on monday cause its mummy's off day the following day . Thinking of job hunting on monday . Feels like i've been job hunting forever . Urgh . Bye .



Yoohooo ! How are eu readers ? Rindu aku tk ? Dha braper hari kan aku tak update . Haha ! Soo , skrg nie dkt ruma bf . Surfing the net jek dary tadie . Maen game , fb , tagged and all . Hee . Atlast update blog nie . Cause the past two days pat ruma nenek bf . Comp rosak kan soo tk dpt update blog . Hmms . For the last 3 nights spend tyme dgn bf jek . Nak kelua . Biaser jgk , pokai . Haha . Tunggu nie ina dgn aisyah kasie answer psl keje mcm buah tak jatoh . Haiyaa ~ Maty laa gynie asek2 tkder duet . Tension-tension . Besok plak maybe teman bf bukak kedai dyer . Maybe for only a few hours lepas tuh kalau adr plan dhen baru kelua laa . Mendak per hidop tkder duet . 'No money No talk' laa kan org kater . Bnyk bbl pon bkn nyer plan tuh menjady . Hahaha . Brangan jek laa buat maser skrg . Nak shopping pon tak dpt ='( Okehh , so the reason aku letak gmbr atas tuh psl aku pkir nk movie marathon tadie dgn bf but mater dha berat . Smlm tido duer jam jek . Mater aku rabak ! Taikkk ~ Sleeping soon i guess . Sok kene bgn siang skit psl nk teman bf bukak kedai . Smpai sinie dulu jek kay ? Adios !

Yohaaaaaaaaaaa ! Timecheck : 3.16 am . Aku nyer mate masey terbeliak nie . Belom ngantok . Haha . Maner tak , tadie pukol 10 mlm baru bgn . Smalam lepas ika ngn fiq dha tido aku sambong ton srng . Tengah hari pukol 1 lebey gytuh baru tido all the way smpai 10 pm . In the middle adr bgn kejap , lock pintu cause ika and fiq kelua nak pegy keje . Lepas tuh tros pengsan balek sampai pukol sepuloh . Haiss .. skrg nie mendak laa nampak nyer kan . Tkder bende nak biken . Tak tawu plak nanty biler nak ngantok . Bf dha berdengkor pon otf . Pantat tol . Kesian aku keseorangan . Haha . Soo , nie untok Yan . Tuh pon kalaw kaw bacer . Besok dha kne masok NS . Takecare pat saner . Jgn gado2 nanty kene confine . Enjoy yr NS life . Hahaha . Kay , skip dat . Besok plak adr appointment hospital . Mummy accompanying me . After dat mayb meeting bf . Kangen dehhhh ^^, Lom tawu agyk whats the plan . Tengok uh besok . Niwae , mummy offered me and ika tuh work at her place . See how maybe ika pegy tapy kter pon nga tunggu answer dary ina psl keje hotel . Harap2 adr vacancy dhen boley pegy interview for receptionist nyer position . Nak sangaaaaaat keje tuh ! Doakan kay korang ! =) Alright , nak tengok cite nie . Toodles !

HoLaaa semuer nyerrrr ! Slamat mlm ! Haha . Skrg nga tunggu tuh badot beli kan kter makanan cause nanty kter nk movie marathon =) Nampak tuh gmbr dyer dgn ika pat atas ? Ar , tuh laa badot dyer . Delivery boyy kter =) Ika , jgn mara eyhhhh . Hee ! Tak saba ^^,

Dha lamer tk movie marathon . Yerlaa , kan masing2 busy dgn hal2 tersendiri . Since ika adr off duer hari dpt jgk jumper dyer . Watching Saw IV , Darah , Anak dgn Jennifer's body . Prasan tk semuer cite hantu ? Haaa ~ Conferm nanty aku nak pegy toilet ajak ika teman . Heh ! Biar teman eyh jangan tak tutop pintu . HAHA ! * inside joke * Sooo , tadie tak kelua . Stakat pegy mkn jek dgn ika and her bf , fiq . Kter mkn dkt Alfiah . Masai nak mampos . Satu2 tak mandy bey adr haty nak mkn saner . Dha lpas tuh boley pegy Mac mkn dessert . Tapy ! Kter tetap wangi ^^, Hahaha . After dessert , tros balek . Lek2 dkt ruma jek . Spend tyme ngn drng . Haisss .. lmbt tol uh nie fiq . Okehh uh otak aku pon dha blank .

Chalobeteh !

Good morning world ! Nampak gmbr atas tuh ? Spent my time with dat bitch from just now . Dyer dtg ruma aku dgn bf dyer around 1 am . Kter chit-chat lepas tuh gy MacD , makaaaaaaan ! Mkn , bobal2 . Did some catching-ups . Lepas tuh mkn dessert plak . Oreo cheesecake ^^,

Dhen adr bende klaka jady . Hahaha ! Kekek betol uh ingat2 balek . Lepas tuh kter balek . Balek tros ika's bf nk download lagu . On lappy dhen lyn kan drng . Jady dj jap . Hee . Now , drng dha knock out . Aku lom ngantok soo update blog laa . Rindu banget dgn lappy gue dha 6 hari tk jumper . Haha . 6 hari spend tyme ngn bf pat ruma nenek dyer . Dyer jage aku saket . Swit laa kan =) Hmms .. narie maybe spend tyme ngn ika lagy cause dyer off . Okie dokie , nak berjiwang jap , dgr lagu . Byeee !

Heylooo ! Currently at bf's granny's house . Whats the date today ?? Haha ! Its the 3rd baybeh ! Haha . Soo , dat means its bf and me 4th monthsary =) Especially for eu dear : Happy 4th monthsary cinta ! Thanks for giving me a chance tuh be in love again . Thanks for the care and patience eu've shown tuh me . I noe its hard for someone like eu tuh change but i hope eu will put in some effort . Always rmbr dat i love eu more dhen a fat boy loves chocolates . Heee ! Okehh , just a short post for now . Will update a proper one when i get home . Bubyeee !

Good Morning ! Aku lom tido lagy . Dary tadie asek dgr lagu ngn tengok tvee jek . Actually nga sot jgk nie pasal aku ngantok plus pening kepale tapy tak boley tido . Urgh ! Mendak gyler cause bf dha tido . Tkder org nak layan aku . Borink tol uh sampai dha tkde cite nak tengok . Skarang nie pon tgh tengok sinetron aper tah . Oh pleaseeeeeeeeeee aku nak tido laa tapy mate nie tanak lelap . Dha tkdr pape nak biken so decide nak update blog . My mind is blank . Hmms ... To all my readers , please kindly tag me . Be nice . Thank eu =) Cause as eu all can see my tagboard is dead . Haha . Meeting bf later in the afternoon . Should be lepak2 jek dkt ruma nenek dyer cause kter nga pokai . Sodeyy ~ Okehh , since im bored i just wanna share some of my old photos with eu readers . Haha .

 Sorry , blur . Primary 6 . Haha !

Sec 1 .

 Sec 1 . Spot me ? Haha . Skinny ~

Sec 1 if im not wrong . Hee .

 Sec 2 / 2007 . I still rmbr this pic we took when we're on our way to wdls .

2007 . Vivo .

2007 / Sec 2 . Yishun .

2008 / Sec 3 . FirKaSyah .

2008 . FirKaSyah . Pasir ris .

 

2008 . On the way to mit aisyah's bf dat tyme . 

 

 2008 . FirKaSyah .

 2008 . After ika rebonded her hair at Far east .

 2008 . Lakeside .

2008 . Al fresco . Dinner .  

 2010 / Sec 5 . Before heading to school .
And ... Now ! The recent pic . Haha .