The Heiress
People call me Zaf . Turning 18 this year ^_^ I spent my entire childhood wishing that i was older . Now im older and this shit sucks .
Living life to the fullest with my babyboy by the name of Saifuldin ♥♥♥
My life's complicated as it is but im quite contented =)

Makeups are my essentials, Girlfriends are my medicines & Chocos are my happy pills

Im not perfect in many ways and im well aware of it . To me , BIG IS BEAUTIFUL . SKINNY GIRLS ARE FOR WIMPS . I ♥ curves ! *wink*

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Guess what ??? Its a funeral . Weirdest funeral ever ! Haha .

Im freaking bored but theres nothing exciting tuh update about . Soo , i only post some pics . Will end with this one below . 

DO NOT CHEAT !

Above are the pics taken on Wednesday when i went Macpherson with Aisyah for our job interview . Lepas interview , balek ruma . Dhen kelua balek pegy bedok inter . Beli mkn . Psl kter duer kebulor . Haha . Mkn dhen jln2 around inter jap . Lpas tuh mkn dessert . Ice kacang duriannnnnnnnnnnn ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Lpas dessert , perot pon dha boyot asek cekik jek . Teros balek . Heh !

 Skrg nie plak aku nga confrence with Man and bf . Drng bbl mepek dary tadie . Step western rabak jek . Bbl slang sumer . Hahaha ! Alrightyyy , below are pics taken with my masai bf pat bus stop tadie .

2 nights spent with bf . As usual , at his granny's house . Bey tadie mummy ajak kelua cause dyer off . Siap2 sumer dhen bf hantar aku gy bus stop . Skalie makcik dyer plak dtg . Baek haty makcik dyer nak hantar aku . Heee . Soo , met mummy at causeway point . Jalan2 , mkn , ckop tyme balek . Nothing much . 

Now , nak rest ^_^ Byeeee !

Heyyo people ! Im f bored right now . Watching 'Ek eleh Afdlin' while blogging . I think bf's already soundly asleep . Nevermind , pity him . He's working early in the morning tomorrow . Soo , i'll not disturb his beauty sleep . Anywayss , sorie for not updating these few days . The reason was ... nothing exciting tuh update about . Hmms . Been staying home with bf these two days . Only went out just now in the afternoon . Pegy skola . Settle some documents . Bf teman ^_^

Dha settle sumer pat skola , tekak nie raser mcm nak mkn makanan jepon plak . Hee . Tros bus-ed tuh Pasir ris . Whitesands . Dinner , dhen gy MacD . Mkn dessert plak . McFlurry Mudpie♥

Lpas tuh , bus-ed tuh bedok . Singgah Alfiah kejap beli mkn utk mummy . Dhen bf send me home . Lpas tuh dyer hantar diri dyer plak balek . Haha . Besok belom tawu adr plan ker tak . Hmms .. I nid tuh find a job as soon as possible . Soo , maybe besok carik keje . Alright , will end this post with some pichas .

Adios !

HeyLooooooooo ! 

Im feeling happy plus angry plus sad now . Mixed feelings . Alright , i'll tell eu the happy part ferst . My teeth is back to normal !! =)) Although not as perfect as the original one , atleast better than the decayed one right . Haha . Went for my dental appt just now in the afternoon . Accompanied by Aisyah . Thanks babe ! ^_^

Okehh now , the not-so-good part . Somebody's looking down on me . I noe my actions can make others look down on me . I noe , really . But i dont expect it tuh come from eu . Its soo heart-rending dat my own flesh and blood already looked down on me from sec school . U're my only hope to give me the support and stuffs . And yet ... *speechless* Eu claimed dat u're just joking but its seriously not funny . Maybe im too sensitive . Maybe i acted the way i act just now because im disappointed . As eu already noe , even my own flesh and blood looked down on me . Maybe eu donoe how desperately i need the support from eu cause u're the closest person tuh me now . Just maybe . Hmms . But its alright . I should be able tuh cope . And brave enough tuh convince myself dat in the end , we're all just going tuh be alone . Struggling hard tuh haf a brighter future ahead . Knowing dat even my love ones dont give me their support , i'll just haf tuh work hard tuh prove tuh them . Well , doing wat i did was totally the wrong decision . Im aware of it . But i always believe dat i'll succeed whenever i do things with sincerity and a willing heart . If im forced to do things , it'll just make it worse . Soo , i hope im on the right path now . * Praying hard for myself *

Alrighttttttttttttttt , skip dat . Im gonna update about two outings . Ferst , when i spent tyme with bf . Henderson Waves ♥ Just the both of us . Second , karaoke-d with Aisyah , bf and Man .

The ferst outing is on the 16th . Planned to go tuh Sentosa cause bf madly wanna watch ' Songs of the Sea ' but in the end , plan cancelled . Haha . Everytime when we wanna goo watch ' Songs of the Sea ' surely it will be postponed . Day after day after day and we havent watch it until now . Bleargh ! Soo , bf fetch me from bedok and we bus-ed tuh Vivo . Reached vivo , its already 6.30 pm . Went for our super early dinner at MacD . Chit-chat , ate dhen walked around vivo . Bought my chocos at Candy Empire♥ dhen bus-ed tuh Henderson Road . Tour-ed around the place tuh find a provision shop . Finally found one after asking the residence there . Bought a bottle of drink and some snacks so dat we wont be so bored while slacking . Bought our things dhen walked tuh the towering stairs . Climbed our way up . By the tyme i reached Henderson Wave , im already breathless . Haha . Found a nice spot . Slacked , ate chocos and 'kuaci' . Took pictures and went off by 10 . Below are some of the pics taken on that day . 

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The next day , went karaoke with Aisyah , bf and Man . At Bedok . Man and bf came tuh bedok after their job interview . Met the three of them outside CC . Karaoke-d from 5 tuh 8 . Urgh ! I hate the new karaoke place . Although its way nicer than the old one , i still prefer the old one . The sound system is better and its f cheap . It used tuh cost me and my friends only 6 bucks per person (only for students) and everybody is entitled tuh one free drink . And guess wat ??? It only cost 6 bucks and eu can karaoke for 5 f hours . Now , its still cheap though only that i hate the new sound system there . Now , the charges there is 8 bucks for 3 hours (only for student) and everybody is entitled tuh one free drink also . For adults they charge 12 bucks per person . Dont worry , eu'll get a free drink each also . The place is at Kampong Chai Chee CC if eu all are interested tuh go . Cause i noe the charges there are much cheaper than K-Box or Cash Studio . Hee .
Snapped some pics while karaoke-ing .


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Enjoyed myself on those 2 days . Yesterday aisyah slept over my house . Spent tyme with her at home . Hee . Fb , watched dramas and she helped me change my blogskin . Look simple but nice =) Thank eu fishball ! ♥
Now , its already quiet here since she went home just now around 8 . Haha . Meet again soon aytes and hopefully i get a job at yr workplace . Soo , we can goo werk tuhgeder-geder . Heee ~ Okehh , let me end this post with aisyah's craziness .

Heyy readers ! Im soo sorry cause i've been neglecting this blog of mine . Heee . Kay fine , i lied about my previous post . I posted saying dat im gonna update the following day but i didnt . Instead i left it dead for almost a week . Heh , sorieeeeeeee . Im just tired from school plus lazy . Haha .

Sooooooooooooo , i'll update on everything i can rmbr for the past 1 week . It will not be in detail cause i cant rmbr everything .

Alright , lets start with DinZaf's 6th monthsary .

Its my 6th monthsary with bf . Soo , we went out tuh celebrate . Nothing much laa cause kter duer2 pokai . Planned tuh watch Khurafat . Met bf pat bugis . Walked around bugis street ferst . Most of the shops were closed cause its CNY . Tatinggggg ~ Only a few shops were open . Dhen bf bought himself a new watch . Dha hepy dpt jam baru , kter pon gy mkn . Lpas tuh tros kter jln kaki go Rex . Queue punyer laa panjang . Maner bnyk keleng lagy . Haha . Dha queue panjang2 , smpai nk beli jek dha full house . Yg mlm nyer show tgl 3 seats left . Sumer separate plak tuh . Soo , we decided tuh buy tics for the next day instead . Itu pon the next day nyer dpt mlm nyer show . Pukol 9.30 . Bf punyer pekak kter kne queue duer kali .

Seeee , dyer buat kter queue duer kali . Haiyaa . Dha beli ticket kedebak kedebuk tros proceed JP . Naek 30 tuh JP . Duer jam siaaa ~ Peh boringgggg . Kter pon snap2 piccies laa . Hehe . All the way kter amek gmbr . Smpai naek penat . Dha smpai JP , kter tgk midnight show . Mr & Mrs Incredible . Cite dyer klaka . Haha . To all yg minat cite ciner gy tgk kay . Dhen off homeeee . Spent the night at bf's granny's house .

Nie gmbr2 yg kter amek tyme dlm bus . Haha .

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Lepas mkn kter sumer beli snacks untok tgk wayang . Theatre dyer punyer laa kecik bey screen dyer besar . Lari2 mater aku tgk . Hahah . Kay cite dyer boley tahan seram . Bnyk tekejot2 smpai terpekik aku . Haha ! Bf tkder prasaan . Dyer tgk diam jek . Gylaa punya olang ~ Lepas wayang jln2 jap amek angin sementare tgu bf's uncle amek . Ckop tyme , pakcik dyer pon smpai . Kter pon balek . 
Snapped a few pics seblom kelua .
Soo , here it is .





5th & 6th Feb 


7 th Feb 



8th , 9th &10th Feb 

SCHOOL ! Bleargh . 8th Feb tak mrayap . Lepas skola tros balek . Baek kan . Haha . On the 9th plak tak gy skola cause lens koyak dlm mater . Mcm soyal . Pedih mater aku dibuatnyer . Dhen i die2 dowan tuh goo school wearing specs . Haha . Soo , skipped school dat day . Jumper aisyah pat inter dhen off to poly tuh get my MC plus dentist appt . Dentist appt pat poly melampau . Adr ker September baru adr slot . Feb smpai August fully booked . Sot jek aku ! Soo , tak book pat poly . Book dkt private clinic nyer . Mahal btol nak memperbetolkan gigi aku . Soo , nasihat aku , jgn mkn chocos ngn gule2 bnyk mcm aku . Pocket koyak oiiii ~ hahah . Lpas check out harge2 dentist , aisyah nk treatment rmbt soo aku pon gunting fringe . Lpas tuh plak aku gy buat kuku . I loiiiike ! =) Tengok2 ! Haha !


Dha masai2 dgn tkder makeup kter boley pegy salon laa buat kuku laa . By the tyme , liyana ngn su pon dha smpai bedok . Drng tgu aku smpai abes buat kuku . Dabes tros balek ruma aku . Siap2 and off tuh karaoke pat Kampong Chai Chee with , Su , Liyana , Aisyah and Ana . 3 hours . Dangduttttt ~ Seru banget dehh ! Haha ! Tak amek gmbr tyme karaoke cause hp aku low batt =(
After karaoke , separated from them . Off homee ! School-ed the next day . Straight balek lpas skola . Hee .

11th , 12th & 13th Feb

Went home straight after school . Surf the net and stuffs . By 9 siap2 and off tuh bedok jetty tuh mit bf and his cousins . Cabbed there . Smpai saner arnd 11 pm . Smpai jek , tlng angkat2 brng . Overnight saner . Bestt ~ Psl aku tido jek all the way . Bangon pukol 3 pagy pon psl lapa . Haha . Lpas tuh tido balek . Sejokkkkk ! Best jek tido . By 8.30 kne kejot . Punyer laa bahang . Baru 8.30 pagy dha panas terik . Tak boley tahan lehhhh ~ Ingatkn drng nk balek tengah hari gytuh . Mcm nk mampos aku tahan panas . Ferst2 pakai sweater psl tanak hitam skalie tak tahan peloh2 . Give up tros pakai t-shirt jek . Haha . Tuh laa yg menyebab kan aku dade duer colour tone skrg nie . ARGH ! Irritating . Aku dha laa susa nak puteh . Haisss , aper laa naseb . Tengah hari , Man , Ras and lagy 1 laki dtg . Aku tk tawu namer dyer . Haha . Drng dtg jek bf pon aper lagy . Melekat jek uh ngn drng pancing all the way . Aku pon all the way dlm tent . Membute . Hahaha ! Bgn , wash up , ddk2 dgn nenek tmpt redop . Kalau tak , boley masak aku ddk lamer2 pat situ tgk drng pancing . Ddk lua tent panas sgt . Ddk dlm tent bahang gyler . Atlast , terpakse tahan jgk . Mlm pkol 10 gytuh baru gerak dary saner . Atok dpt ikan todak dhen bf dpt kerapu kecik . Hahah ! Kesian mok tuh tak dpt ikan besar2 . By 11 smpai ruma nenek bf . Overnight saner lagy . Sunday (13th Feb) ddk ruma nenek bf diam2 jek . Pkol 6 dha siap sumer , bf hantar balek bedok cause besok nyer kn skola . Took 506 tuh bedok . Smpai bedok jln2 pat bedok inter . Bought socks and kasot hitam utk skola . After dat , bf lpak2 ruma aku smpai makcik dyer dtg amek dyer .

14th Feb

Valentine's Day ! Heh . Didnt go tuh school today as i was lazy . Argued with my mummy because of my fucking irritating teacher . Aku raser cikgu sec school aku lagy mulie . Dha siap sumer nak pegy skola . Plan nak masok lmbt . Skali biler nak kua arnd 9+ , ika call .

Hahaha ! Mcm tawu2 jek drng nie aku pat ruma . Bey coincidence plak sumer free . Slalu nyer bz . Keje laa skola laa . Soo , tadie mcm reunion cause aisyah ngn ika dha nak masok setahon gytuh tak jumper . Kay back to the story . Lepas tuh aku mit aisyah bawa blok dyer dhen baru jumper ika . Breakfast pat Mac . Chit-chat . Tawaf satu bedok carik baking needs . Heart shape pattern laa . Icing cream laa . Pegy satu kedai cake ker satu kedai cake sumer kater tak jual . Penat siaaa . Atlast kter plan buat sendiri . Tak tawu buat tapy hentam aje laa . Beli icing sugar dhen tgk internet for recipe . Haha . Smpai ruma aisyah jek start serak kan dapor dyer . Kedebak kedebuk , first attempt buat cupcake tak naik sgt . 2nd attempt baru lawa . Punyer laa kecoh nak buat cupcake . Satu2 biseng . Hahaha . Masing2 nak kasie mataer2 sendiri . Soo , kter tolong2 each other biken . Start pkol 1 . Pkol 3 baru habes . By the tyme , bf ngn fiq dha dkt bawa blok . Aisyah pegy keje . Aku ngn ika malu2 nak kasie tuh bende . Maklom laa kter buat bkn nyer lawa . Burok tol but its the thought dat counts kan . Hee ~ Piccies below .


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Tron bawa , kasie drng . Bey satu2 muker terkejot . Haha . Kasie dhen ddk2 jap . Tak lamer , ika ngn fiq kne gerak gy keje . Kesian drng . Valentine pon keje . Atleast drng keje samer tmpt . Lpas drng jln , aku ngn bf balek ruma aku . Tuka baju sumer dhen off tuh Tamp =) Had our meal . Famous amos ♥ Watched Homecoming . Funny , i tell eu ... Gy tgk taw ! Aku asek ketawe jek tgk cite tuh . Haha ! After the show tros Home Sweet Home .

Kay , panjang betol aku recap aper aku biken for the past 7 tuh 8 days . Lau korang raser bosan bacer aper aku type panjang lebar nie tkya bacer kay . Aku tawu aku bnyk type bende yg tak perlu . Haha . Anywaysss , tuh jek yg aku ingat aper yg aku biken for the past 1 week or so .
Enjoy reading ! Toodles ! ^_^

Lazy wanna upload pics and all . Haha .
Will update tomorrow aytes after i upload and edit all my pics . 

For now , gonna get my beauty sleep as i haf school tomorrow . Starting at 8 .
Bleargh ! Goodnight !

Yohaaaaa ! See dat pretty bitch up there ? She turned 18 today ! =)

Soo , this post is speacially for her .

To eu dear frend :
 Aku nak wish kaw Hepy 18th Burfday ! May all yr wishes come true . Wahh , dha legal laa seyh org tuh . Haha . Nak amek lesen tgu aku laa . Lime bulan jek lagy , tak lamer . Heh ! Nie adr kater2 motivasi utk kaw skit . Haha ! Hadapi setiap masalah kaw dgn tenang dan sabar . Aku tawu kaw kuat dialam walaupon nmpk lembot dary luar . Haa ! Pape pon kaw tawu aku slalu support kaw sama ader kaw salah ker btol . Dats wat best frends do kn ? Heee ~ And hopefully kaw berjaye dlm aper jua yg kaw lakukan . Fuhh , mlayu tak boley angssss eyh . Haha . Anywayss , enjoy yr ferst legal day kays . Pakai pyjamas , ikat rmbt duer , tkder makeup gy 7 11 ker cheers beli rokok . Bey campak ic . Hahah ! Hopefully eu haf a blast on yr burfday ! ^_^ Pressie lmbt skit taw ! 

Good morning sunshineeeee ! Well , im supposed to be in school now . Skola start pukol 8 tapy bf baru jek kejot aku tadie pukol 7.30 . Muker busok2 lagy dha update blog . Haha . Since aku kene pegy dokter nanty , aku tak pegy skola laa . Dokter tutop pukol 11 . Skola abes pukol 12 . Cannot make it . Narie adr class bonding sey dkt skola . And aku sepatot nyer bawak air tapy aku telajak tido plak . Naseb sempat bilang drng sebelom skola start lau tak conferm mengamok tak cukop air . Haha . Sorie kay korangs paitaw last minute . Unexpected ! Haa .

Kay , skip dat . Today going out with classmates but tak conferm cause Nana working while Yana got something on last minute . Anddddd ! GUESS WHAT ! I've finally completed my osa project ! Phewww ! Haha ! Im soo happy ! =) Many2 thanks to babylove cause he helped me alot although he's sick ^_^ LoveLove him laa ! Heeee . Gonna hand in today cause yesterday is the deadline acteli but Ghafar being a kind human being gave me one extra day to complete it . Soo , lpas pegy dokter tetap kne pegy bishan to hand her my thumb drive . Hari2 bishan . Tak skola pon kne pegy bishan jgk . Urgh . Alright , nak mandy nie lau tak nanty tak sempat plak nak pegy dokter . Jaohhhh daaaa ~ Kay byee !