The Heiress
People call me Zaf . Turning 18 this year ^_^ I spent my entire childhood wishing that i was older . Now im older and this shit sucks .
Living life to the fullest with my babyboy by the name of Saifuldin ♥♥♥
My life's complicated as it is but im quite contented =)

Makeups are my essentials, Girlfriends are my medicines & Chocos are my happy pills

Im not perfect in many ways and im well aware of it . To me , BIG IS BEAUTIFUL . SKINNY GIRLS ARE FOR WIMPS . I ♥ curves ! *wink*

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HeyLooooooooo ! 

Im feeling happy plus angry plus sad now . Mixed feelings . Alright , i'll tell eu the happy part ferst . My teeth is back to normal !! =)) Although not as perfect as the original one , atleast better than the decayed one right . Haha . Went for my dental appt just now in the afternoon . Accompanied by Aisyah . Thanks babe ! ^_^

Okehh now , the not-so-good part . Somebody's looking down on me . I noe my actions can make others look down on me . I noe , really . But i dont expect it tuh come from eu . Its soo heart-rending dat my own flesh and blood already looked down on me from sec school . U're my only hope to give me the support and stuffs . And yet ... *speechless* Eu claimed dat u're just joking but its seriously not funny . Maybe im too sensitive . Maybe i acted the way i act just now because im disappointed . As eu already noe , even my own flesh and blood looked down on me . Maybe eu donoe how desperately i need the support from eu cause u're the closest person tuh me now . Just maybe . Hmms . But its alright . I should be able tuh cope . And brave enough tuh convince myself dat in the end , we're all just going tuh be alone . Struggling hard tuh haf a brighter future ahead . Knowing dat even my love ones dont give me their support , i'll just haf tuh work hard tuh prove tuh them . Well , doing wat i did was totally the wrong decision . Im aware of it . But i always believe dat i'll succeed whenever i do things with sincerity and a willing heart . If im forced to do things , it'll just make it worse . Soo , i hope im on the right path now . * Praying hard for myself *

Alrighttttttttttttttt , skip dat . Im gonna update about two outings . Ferst , when i spent tyme with bf . Henderson Waves ♥ Just the both of us . Second , karaoke-d with Aisyah , bf and Man .

The ferst outing is on the 16th . Planned to go tuh Sentosa cause bf madly wanna watch ' Songs of the Sea ' but in the end , plan cancelled . Haha . Everytime when we wanna goo watch ' Songs of the Sea ' surely it will be postponed . Day after day after day and we havent watch it until now . Bleargh ! Soo , bf fetch me from bedok and we bus-ed tuh Vivo . Reached vivo , its already 6.30 pm . Went for our super early dinner at MacD . Chit-chat , ate dhen walked around vivo . Bought my chocos at Candy Empire♥ dhen bus-ed tuh Henderson Road . Tour-ed around the place tuh find a provision shop . Finally found one after asking the residence there . Bought a bottle of drink and some snacks so dat we wont be so bored while slacking . Bought our things dhen walked tuh the towering stairs . Climbed our way up . By the tyme i reached Henderson Wave , im already breathless . Haha . Found a nice spot . Slacked , ate chocos and 'kuaci' . Took pictures and went off by 10 . Below are some of the pics taken on that day . 

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The next day , went karaoke with Aisyah , bf and Man . At Bedok . Man and bf came tuh bedok after their job interview . Met the three of them outside CC . Karaoke-d from 5 tuh 8 . Urgh ! I hate the new karaoke place . Although its way nicer than the old one , i still prefer the old one . The sound system is better and its f cheap . It used tuh cost me and my friends only 6 bucks per person (only for students) and everybody is entitled tuh one free drink . And guess wat ??? It only cost 6 bucks and eu can karaoke for 5 f hours . Now , its still cheap though only that i hate the new sound system there . Now , the charges there is 8 bucks for 3 hours (only for student) and everybody is entitled tuh one free drink also . For adults they charge 12 bucks per person . Dont worry , eu'll get a free drink each also . The place is at Kampong Chai Chee CC if eu all are interested tuh go . Cause i noe the charges there are much cheaper than K-Box or Cash Studio . Hee .
Snapped some pics while karaoke-ing .


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Enjoyed myself on those 2 days . Yesterday aisyah slept over my house . Spent tyme with her at home . Hee . Fb , watched dramas and she helped me change my blogskin . Look simple but nice =) Thank eu fishball ! ♥
Now , its already quiet here since she went home just now around 8 . Haha . Meet again soon aytes and hopefully i get a job at yr workplace . Soo , we can goo werk tuhgeder-geder . Heee ~ Okehh , let me end this post with aisyah's craziness .